Thursday, December 9, 2010

Boyfriend Thursdays! "The first impression"

I have been informed that I am in charge on Thursdays now. This of course made my head grow and I am now taking over! Muhaha! I will now be making the blog all about nerdy subjects and about my personal portfolio. Yay for a hostile take over!
Ok that is a joke. A bad joke at that. No one wants to see anything nerdy from me unless they are a nerd and want to learn about my random thoughts on server protocols and static IP's or IP distribution...

ANYWAYS... 

So where did I leave off... Oh yeah that's right I was telling y'all about the first time I got to meet Baby Sister face to face. I think I skipped the beginning of the story. Yep I sure did. I didn't ever tell you all the full story of where we met and how we got so close that I came up to meet her. This is a long story but I'm willing to share if you're willing to listen. ^-^

Long ago in a far away land called East Texas there lived a handsome prince that was in the stage of his life where he was bouncing around from girl to girl trying to get what he wanted from her and leaving her on the side of the street because he was a jerk. Sadly that is not a fairy tail. That's the truth about how I used to be. Oddly enough it wasn't always that way for me. I used to have a low self esteem and way back in the day I even had a run in with the Suicide desire Fairy... Yeah surprisingly enough she isn't a kind Fairy that tries to get you to want to kill yourself enough that you actually do it. Luckily I found a way out of her evil grasp. It came down to me wanting to do something more then wanting to end everything and use the easy way out. I honestly Had to decide what I wanted in life and just grab at it and take it. I do not regret my past at all because I learned so much about myself that I would have not learned otherwise. I do feel bad for many of the things that I had done but because of those things I am a better man today. 
I met our dear Baby Sister while playing an online multi-player video game. I had played the game for about a year and a half before I ever met her and when I first met her I was talking to another girl and it had come to the fact that we weren't seeing eye to eye anymore. She had some issues she had to work out but didn't want me to be there anymore. I was still a jerk at the time and despite being a little sad that I didn't have her anymore I quickly found that I wanted another quick fling. Then came our Baby Sister to cheer me up. I had just met her and she was cute and I starting saying things to her and trying to get her to go out with me. She ended up saying yes because it seems that she had liked me for a little while. We went out for a couple of months and I then I found that I was trying to get the same low satisfaction I had tried to get from my other, so called, girlfriends. When I found that our relationship was all based on a huge lie to myself and to her I called her and I told her that I never loved her and that I was just done and needed to rethink my life and how I was treating her and other girls....


TO BE CONTINUED....

Till next Thursday! Have a good night!

6 comments:

Venassa said...

Boyfriend Thursdays.. I like!
Can't wait to hear more about your life change. And I'm glad I already know how the story ends.

Dazee Dreamer said...

oh great. we have to wait a whole other week to continue the story. so not fair.

Kaleena J. said...

Boyfriend Thursdays... I'm intrigued.

jayayceeblog said...

What??? You can't just stop the story there! That's cruel and unusual. All right, Boyfriend, you better be prepared to finish this thing and not keep dragging it out because ... inquiring minds want to know!!!

My Big Secret Blog :) said...

I'm telling myself, "Okay! They are together right now, so the end of that story has to have been good. :)"

p.s. Boyfriend, you've come a long way. That's very credible!

Jami said...

geeeeeeeeeezz! What a cliff hanger!!